Last night was a rough night. I didn't get home until 12:30 from work because certain individuals didn't do their closing duties and I got stuck having to do it for them. Plus the fact that I worked out like mad yesterday and was seriously hurting when I got in bed. I couldn't get to sleep, so I was stuck in that half-in half-out kind of sleep until I woke up at 6am to get to school in Kennesaw.
Needless to say, I'm in bad shape right now. Please pray that I have the strength to make it through the day because it's going to be a long one.
Not to mention it's very dreary outside. The kind of day that makes you want to stay at home in bed.
And if I let myself really get to the heart of the matter, I'm just unhappy. I'm unhappy with my job, I'm unhappy with where I am in life, I'm unhappy with my walk with God, and the only thing I can do is grin, bear it, and wait for the storm to pass. I know that God is here, He never leaves me, He never forsakes me, but I feel like I'm in a serious wilderness period. I am seriously blessed, don't get me wrong, but this funk just seems to want to cling so tightly to me.
So I'm just waiting out the storm, trying not to let it take me away.
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